An old friend of mine goes to jail for 6 months on Thursday. I can’t begin to fathom what she must be going through. I just hope she takes care of herself.

 I promise meet you on the other side and I’ll be sure to write. Much love.

• me: (crying)
• marijuana: come here baby, let me fix it.

I don’t know why I have to ruin things and over think everything. I’m just so afraid of losing her.